How do you close your eyes
When you see more that way?
How do you shut your mouth
When you have so much to say?
How do you picture in mind
That you can easily forget?
How do you assure yourself
Not to remember that we've met?
How do you numb your senses
And say that you don't care?
How do you say you'll ignore me
But you surely won't dare?
How do you smile innocently
As you stab me on the back?
How do you claim you didn't see me
When good vision you don't even lack?
How do you go about your routine
And not think of me, at least?
How do you listen to your stoic thoughts
Just to ignore my eyes filled with mist?
I want to tear your vile face
And rip your guts apart.
But what holds me from doing such
Is rage will only leave me flat.
Revenge is golden, this I know
And it will never escape my mind.
Yet, for now, I choose to let go
As I cut off my memories of you that I find.
